Truth of your life by Ayushi Srivastava

“आज एक तोहफा चाहती हूँ”

आज एक तोहफा चाहती हूँ
प्यार नही ज़िन्दगी की सच्चाई चाहती हूँ

तेरे सारे राज़ जानना चाहती हूँ
तेरे दिमाग की उलझन को समझना चाहती हूँ
हा आज मै ये तोहफा चाहती हूँ

तेरी हँसी के पीछे का दर्द जानना चाहती हूँ
तेरी खामोशी में छुपे हुए गुस्से का राज़ जानना चाहती हूँ
हा आज मै ये तोहफा चाहती हूँ

जानना चाहती हु तेरी ज़िन्दगी की सच्चाई को
जानना चाहती हु उस गम को
जो दुनिया से छुपाए बैठा है तू
तेरी झूठी हँसी के पीछे के राज को जानना चाहती हूँ
हा, आज मै एक तोहफा चाहती हूँ

जानती हूं नामुमकिन है तेरे लिए
ये तोहफा देना
पर मै दिल से ये तोहफा चाहती हूँ
तेरी ज़िन्दगी की हर सचाई को
मै दिल से अपनाना चाहती हूँ

हा, आज मै ये तोहफा चाहती हूँ
बस यही तोहफा चाहती हूँ

Writer – Ayushi Srivastava

Writer’s Facebook Profile- https://www.facebook.com/ayushi.srivastava.3958914

I want a gift today and don’t love the truth of your life, you want to know all the secrets of thy mind, I want to understand the pain behind your laughter, so I want to know the traumas of the hidden anger in silence today. I want to know these gifts and want to know the truth of your life, that you are hiding from the world that thou shalt want to know the secret behind your false laughter Yes, I want a gift today and I am not likely to give this gift to thee. I want to have this gift from your heart that I want to adopt every truth I have with your heart, so today I want this gift, just want this gift.

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Courtesy – Manoguru

Har rat khud ko bnd kr kmre me
Wo aksar roti ti
Ek masoom shadi ke baad khud ko kosti thi

The kuch sawal uske
jo vo khud se puchti thi
band kamre mein aksar vo
bas khud ko khosti tii

Kya galti thi meri
q mujhko nae pariwar mein basa diya
apne pariwar se nikal ke
Ekk kechad mein kamal sa khila diya

q mere sapno ko kore kagaz sa jala diya
rani laxmi bai na sae bitto ke sapno ko
q dhuen sa hawa mein uda diya

khud se sawal karleti hu mai
haqiqat aur khwaab mein khud ko tol leti hu main
sawalon ke silsilo. mein ulajh ke fas gayi hun
sapno ko chod chulhe mein jake bass gae hun

papa ne ungli pakad ke agey badhna sikhaya tha
fir q mujhe sapno se nikal kar parayo ko hath mera pakdaya tha

bachpan mein jo maa baith kalam pakadna sikhati thi
sapno ki daud se khech kalchuli usi ne pakda di thi

jo rang bhare the maine
apni zindagi ke hisso. mein
bikhr ke berang kar diya mujhe
mashgool char chokhat ke kisson mein

padhna chahti thi main
badhna chahti thi main
puchun kissey kasoor mera
Kyuki
apno ne hi katl kiya sapna mera

roz ikhata karti hun main
pae pae jod ke har roz marti hu main
School ki dress ki jagh
tie ki ganthki jagh
Ab khud ko sari ke pallu mein dhakti hu main

Ab hatho se kalam gira
rasoe mein kalchul pakadti hu main
Ab lecture ke samay ki jagah
pakwan banane ka samay dekhti hu main
ab chokhat ke pehre mein
kadam badhane se rokti hu main

jab kamre ki khidki se
basta liye jata dekhti hu
galti thi kya meri khud se ab sawal kar leti hu
kamro ke andhero mein ab khud mein khud ko khoj leti hun

Har rat khud ko bnd krr kmre mea
Bas khud ko kosti hu
Galti kya ti meri
Abb bass yhi sochti hu

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Ayushi Srivastava ‘s YourQuote open mic video linkhttps://youtu.be/FwSboK5jE_g

Ayushi Srivastava ‘s The Unheard Voices performance video link – https://youtu.be/1jKQutBx8uU

Some captured moments of Ayushi’s life –

http://manoguru.com/zindagi/

Manoguru

Hey...! My name is Abhishek Tripathi and pen name "Manoguru". Thanks a lot to be a member of my life by my these startups. I hope that you are easily understand me and my aim to change something in everyone. You know that -" Nobody can do everything but Everybody can do something". so activate your inner powers, talent, sensitivity , sincerity etc. Be a helping human... keep connected....... thanks again

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